Lyrics Fall Apart - Kidd J

I just can't let you go, I just cant let you go again
I fall apart when i think of you
I cant do this alone, I can't do this alone again
I fall apart when I think of you
When I think of you
When I think of you
I fall apart when I think of you

Yeah
Im constantly fighting with all these demons in my brain
Just take another shot just so i can feel sane
I deal with this everyday cause all i feel is pain
Depression fucking sucks like getting hit by a train
Its hard to let go cause of the memories we made
The fear of being alone is what made me afraid
Leaving me with these scars covered with a band-aid
Talking to the holy one to keep you i always prayed
So when i think of you i just always fall apart
No post malone but you will always have my heart
You the best i ever had cause you always played your part
And even though i played mine we still had to depart
So from here on out i can only wish you the best
I still love you and the way you would dress
Even though i have all this pain in my chest
You still made me happy and i was so fucking blessed
And I Just Cant

I just can't let you go, I just cant let you go again
I fall apart when i think of you
I cant do this alone, I can't do this alone again
I fall apart when I think of you
When I think of you
When I think of you
I fall apart when I think of you

Yeah
Honesty without you I just feel so alone
I always loved spending time with you at your home
I did my best I could do with all the love that i shown
I feel like crying everytime i look down at my phone
Because you're no longer there, youre no longer here
Being lonely again was one of my biggest fears
You made me feel as though if i was enough
Made you so happy whenever i bought you stuff
But ive been reminded that all i need is time
Even though were on good terms im still not fucking fine
I kept the bear we got from when you were still mine
And the dates when would go out and just dine
Im sorry for all i did, im sorry for all the pain
Im just sad i wont find someone like you again
So just like Akon im taking all of the blame
And just like Bruno Mars Everyday it will rain
And i just cant