Lyrics Lust, Pt. 3 - Kieran the Light

God, God give me strength
God make me brave
I put my faith
Put my faith in God
God give me strength
Keep the dark away
I put my faith
Put my faith in God
Put my faith in God
Send my praise for God
Put my faith in God

The storm is necessary so I still get nasty weather
I just pray to God that he don't let this last forever
Replaced my marriage vows for some temporary pleasure
'Cause I let perverted thoughts sneak inside my cerebellum
I can't let 'em
Tempt me 'cause I only end up sulking after
Moonwalking when I give in
I'm just going backwards
I'll be tryna laugh it off but Jesus tell me "Cut the laughter"
I'm an open book with my struggles, this just another chapter
Runnin' after grace again
But I'm losin' my pace again
Satan let me taste the sin
And throw it in my face again
And now I got the blame again
Dirt all over my name again
Pretend I'm not ashamed again
But I don't feel the same within
Can't even draw my faith again
I might have to just trace it in
Thought I killed the sin
But the devil just seems to lace it in
Fornication left, but pornography in my way again
To me that's just the same cycle
'Cause God is replaced again
Amen
All my sins are recorded
When I get a victory, the devil wanna party
God said attacks would come to me when I had started
I think it's obvious that I have been a target
I cannot even get back to the vision because everything look blurry
I don't even think I could pay attention
'Cause obediance ain't even sturdy
I cannot even repent 'cause I'm trippin'
I feel like I've been too dirty
I'm not even worthy, that's why
I'm still waiting on all my blessings
I'm not deserving, I got burdens,
I got excuses for every fail every ail
How can I talk about Jesebel when
I am Jesebel, as a male it's crazy
Deliverance
I need to get this out of my spirit,
Christ callin' me but I don't hear it
Or maybe I do and I just fear it
Lust all in my sight
I'm at the point that I don't even care what the woman look like
Where's my standards?
That's not even really fair to the other person
Making them a thing just 'cause I'm searchin'
Over here lurkin', 'cause I've been hurtin'
Prayers ain't workin'
I've been a serpent
I'm just bein' honest
I'm not about to pretend like this whole walk is modest
I can't save you if I'm lyin'
Well I mean Jesus
'Cause he the only one who save you
I just plant the seed in
That's why I got defense
The blood of Christ keep erasing me sins
God told me now just fly, after I told the devil

Not this time