Lyrics Resilience - LJester

It almost feels like I be drowning, I need more air
Battle with the demons in my head like it's a warfare
I was at the deepest depths of hell and I got no cares
I was at my lowest, ain't nobody wanna go there
Middle fingers up in the sky 'cause fuck em
I don't need your handout I got all this out the muscle
Ain't give me your hand when I was stuck up in that struggle
Opening my mouth, no one hear me, need a muzzle
I was stuck like, steady tripping over shit
How you say that you my girl but you be stripping for the dick
And my heart went cold 'cause I put trust in a bitch
It's me or him, why's it hard for you to pick? I don't get it
I gave you my all but you still wanted more attention
Looking back at it, the memories, I never do regret it
Took me about a year I think I finally got the message
Moving on to better 'cause I finally learned my lesson
I'm getting sick of all the voices in my head
I need to get them out before I fucking end up dead
I'm staying to myself, this solitude gon' be my end
I got no one beside me man the mic my only friend

It almost feels like I be drowning, I need more air
Battle with the demons in my head like it's a warfare
I was at the deepest depths of hell and I got no cares
I was at my lowest, ain't nobody wanna go there
Middle fingers up in the sky 'cause fuck em
I don't need your handout I got all this out the muscle
Ain't give me your hand when I was stuck up in that struggle
Opening my mouth, no one hear me, need a muzzle
I was stuck like, steady tripping over shit
How you say that you my girl but you be stripping for the dick
And my heart went cold 'cause I put trust in a bitch
It's me or him, why's it hard for you to pick? I don't get it