Lyrics Bad Disease - Lana Del Rey

Well, there's something about watching a crime
That makes me wanna go out and make it all mine
It's something about seeing you fight
That makes me wanna go out tonight
I got a bad disease
I got a bad disease to fall into
Yeah, it's true
There's something about seeing him die
That puts it all into perspective, and I
Wanna stay home
Be left alone
Someone, make my mind up, so I don't have to decide
I got a bad disease
I got a bad disease to fall into
Yeah, I do
There's some reason why I can't sit still
Every waking moment I feel so unfulfilled
I drive and I drown, but I don't know how
Baby, when I'm sleeping, it feels less like I am dreaming
Oh my god
I got a bad disease
I got a bad disease
It's got me down on my knees
There's a fear I have, a feeling real bad
I'm final if I find out that I'm not, I'll be sad
I try to cry to thoughts in the night
Oh, they got me thinking I'd be happier just drinkin'
It's not true
I got a bad disease
I got a bad disease
It's got me down on my knees
I got a bad disease
Will no one help me, please?
Not even you?