Lyrics Complicated - Langston

Yeah
I thought told you that I'm my mama only son
So if you bag me then that's a hole in one
I pray to God that I'm the chosen one, one
See me when I see the sun
Always pray to Allah
Only reason that I look to the sky since grandma died
Walking with my head held high
Made me a star
Reason why I came so far but fuck love I got cuts in my heart
Watch me open up my third eye
Look in the mirror like who am I
I been fighting demons been years since niggas cried
I don't think I'm lucky, a blessing I'm still alive
Cause niggas took my bro with his vehicle still in drive, I swear
Swear to God it's been some shit in the air
Closet full of skeletons and a bunch of shit I don't wear
All these women say they love me but I don't even care
That's my problem, I treat problems like they not even there
Think I only trust myself, not nobody else
Only played the cards that I was dealt
Never needed help
Had to separate myself from everybody else
Anti social, it was easy being by myself
These days I don't even know what's next for me
And I don't even wanna talk won't get no text from me
And If you don't got no check for me don't check on me
Can't nobody get respect from me, I'm focused on myself disrespectfully, yeah

Yeah it's complicated
Had to start from the bottom but watch how far I take it
I'm so deep in this bottle don't know if I'll escape it
Or if ima make it

But who the fuck in your top five if it ain't me
I had to charge it to the game I know it ain't free
Got me kicking down them doors ain't got no damn key
I can't work no nine to five, ain't got no plan b

And I swear on everything when I leave this earth
It's gone be on both feet, never knees in the dirt
Better love me while I'm here cause when I leave you'll hurt
Fine, we lose two lives yours and mines
And only if it's right would I share my soul for the night
They at my throat with a knife
Needed you like you need me heart full of ice
Body turned cold, levitating I see the light

Yeah
Yeah it's complicated
Had to start from the bottom but watch how far I take it
I'm so deep in this bottle don't know if I'll escape it
Or if ima make it

But who the fuck in your top five if it ain't me
I had to charge it to the game I know it ain't free
Got me kicking down them doors ain't got no damn key
I can't work no nine to five, ain't got no plan b