Lyrics Lows and Highs (feat. Leah Smith) - S.O. , Leah Smith

Uh, here goes an odd moment when my
Heart bleeds, pen cries/Tears rest on my
Eyes, proceed to accept signs/speak and not
Let slide/decrease and detect sighs/Cease
And accept I, its time/(I tell myself this)
Over months I was struggling trying to love
Him/Paying a high price but thinking that I
Could budget/Wanted I had to covet/Lusting
And try to ruffle in/Who would have thought
That depression would keep coming in/And
Suicide, mother didn't know either/That
Other side but just let me go deeper/And so
You get the message, I'll put it in
Perspective/I was waking up at night asking
Am I still elected/Or rather was I ever,
Wanting to die since that's better than living
Life as a hostage in time/Am I crossing the
Line?/Here's some thoughts in my mind/This
The lowest that I've been caught up in a
Rhyme/

I get low
I get high/
But I keep my hands to the sky/
I won't break down, not this time/
But I keep on running, even through the
Lows and high/
Hold me God, pull me close and show Your
Nigh /
My lows and high
I'm sitting talking to Stephen about the
Days when/I was dazed, sin had me so afraid
Had my world up in a maze/Was ashamed
And amazed/Was caught up in her gaze/
Wasn't I over this phase/Hadn't Jesus broke
The chains/(because it seems to remain
Here), that's what my heart say/And this is
More than some dark days or lessons I was
Getting/Man who can see the blessing am I
Messing?/No I am talking facts back to back
What is in question/Is my soul though, and I
Know/Right now it is so cold, I'm at a low/I
Write don't what I don't show, as though
These verses are my journal/I'm a solider
Simply trying to please the colonel and so to
Speak/I wipe my tears off my pastors sleeve/
Like can anybody here see what I can/I
Disappear if I could/Move back to the
Woods/But these lows never leave, how I
Pray that they would/
(So I ask myself) Why are you downcast my
Soul, hope in the Lord/See Him hanging
There on the pole for the filthest thoughts/
The most wicked of hearts, He died for you
S know it/This is truth, objective how do
You then blow/Repentance and faith, bear
Fruit man show it/Have that cross up in face
Endure and know Him/Be strong in the
Grace that's found solely in Him/Satan will
Pray tricks by reminding you of your sin/But
He died for them all, remember Calvary
Again/Never let it leave your brain/and
Things will never be the same/The Lamb of
God was truly slain, rose up from the grave
Though/And justified in His name up the
Praise go!/Yeah, and that will never change/
This that high up on the ride that I better
Crave/My help and my God who is centre
Stage/And His Spirit in I no better way/