Lyrics Hxhxhx - LiL Xtra

You know I've never been so nervous like my spine's about to snap
Yeah remember how I bent until I broke myself in half
Yeah I know that I get angry and I know that you stay sad
But I still feel the bad blood dripping from the dagger in my back

But you said you're just not worth fighting for
I know there's much more
Back where you came from
Just leave me alone
Just get out of my home
She said I never needed you
No I just needed something
And you meant nothing
(And the earth begins to shake)

You always love to say you see the best in everything except for me
If I had done things differently well
Nothing would have changed
Not my feelings or your games
You know it's ten years gone by and I tried so hard to hate you

But you said you're just not worth fighting for
I know there's much more
Back where you came from
Just leave me alone
Just get out of my home
She said I never needed you
No I just needed something
And you meant nothing
You meant nothing
You meant nothing

This disease is getting worse
I see the fire through the trees
Break my bones and smoke me out
Come on do your worst to me
I broke rank followed my heart
And where did it get me
I should have known it right from the start left worthless and empty
Broken broken come to hollow out my bones
I can't find my fucking heart much less my fucking home

(I've been coming home, home)
You said you said it was never enough
My head my head is all filled up
With lies you've spoken now too many times before
And you said you said it was never enough
My head my head is all filled up
Please stop talking now and shut my bedroom door

And the earth begins to shake
As the mountains they move around me
Can't get up
I can't get up
No you just let me down
This disease is getting worse
If I never see you again
I just hope that you know I loved you
As much as you love him