Lyrics Island - LiL Xtra

Born into violence, sleeping in the road
Staring at my eyelids, I don't want to go
Sitting here in silence eyes to the floor
A little bit of kindness all I had to show

Shining like a diamond, cold as a stone
Living like an island staying on my own
You keep trying but I won't pick up the phone
You want to say you hate me but I already know

The broken promises are endless
And it's all my fault, getting dropped like witness
(POW) another notch in your hitlist
Made mistakes too late for forgiveness

Left a taste so bitter
Just trying make it through the winter
I guess it's okay if you hate me
I've been fucking up single day lately

You're breaking up
You're breaking up
I barely hear you anymore
I'm waking up
I'm waking up
Fucking passed out on the floor
Down down down we go
You don't want this anymore
We're breaking up
We're breaking up
And then you're walking out that door
Never to return

Cause I've been thinking
I spend too much of my time daydreaming
Scheming without a reason
Hit the blunt and I'm wheezing
Overlooking family and friends I believe in
I need to learn to focus on myself and be decent
Maybe then I wouldn't always fucking feel defeated
Like everyone's against me
Like it's open fucking season on my life
Every night spent fighting with my demons
But tonight I won't spend another second in my feelings
Cause I'm sick of winning but being my worst critic
Get with it just admit it you couldn't have gone and did it slick
I Took a talent and turned into a business
Then I ruin what I love over motherfucking distance
But I guess that's what I do it's what I've always done
Run like I'm staring down the barrel of a smoking gun
Never paying any mind to how far we've come
The Blame is all mine
With some time I can overcome but

You're breaking up
You're breaking up
I barely hear you anymore
I'm waking up
I'm waking up
Fucking passed out on the floor
Down down down we go
You don't want this anymore
We're breaking up
We're breaking up
And then you're walking out the door

You're breaking up
You're breaking up
I barely hear you anymore
I'm waking up
I'm waking up
Fucking passed out on the floor
Down down down we go
You don't want this anymore
We're breaking up
We're breaking up
And then you're walking out the door