Lyrics Paradise - Lil_murky

Yung corn
Paradise

Sometimes I roll the dice
To find out where's my paradise
Try to take it from me, like it's is a heist
The pain gets to hard, like saying your final goodbye
Wanna forget the past
Wanna see my paradise

It gets hard for me, to stay focused
Cause I've been broken
There never know cause I've never spoken
I wouldn't want anyone to pretend to care about my emotions
I wish I could've washed it away with a wave from the ocean
I was like 10 when I waved ambulance down for my little bro
Thought it was over and all I have is he's baby photo
My eczema was so bad and yeah it would really show
My face was dry it was like a bone
It's was frustrating like Naby Keita being injury prone
He stopped breathing and the CPR worked
And on top of that
Man stressing about all the homework
Life ant no joke I feel like lil durk
I was very alone yeah I felt the worst
When I Left school it turned me into a introvert

I want my paradise
It feel like I'm paralyzed
Not being able to walk to the prize
I feel like god not being very kind
The grind is glued to my mind
I want my name in bold and then underlined
Murky will be on top
I'll be recognized

Sometimes I roll the dice
To find out where's my paradise
Try to take it from me, like it's is a heist
The pain gets to hard, like saying your final goodbye
Wanna forget the past
Wanna see my paradise

My dad was an alcoholic
I've seen him hit my mum
You have no idea what that done
Smashing up the place which can't be undone
How could you do that to someone
I use to see my dad on weekends he was always drunk
He's whole house was filled with junk
It was clear he never gave no fuck
He was gonna lose he's place, and be homeless
I persuaded my mum to let him move in how did she condone this
Cause I didn't notice
I hold my self accountable and I'm just being open yeah I'm just being open
I left school in year 10 cause I didn't want learn
I was mentally drained my mum really showed her concern
Being home in that environment I wished I could've returned
Now at 18 I wonder how I'm gonna earn
I'll be a loner until I get put in the fucking urn

I want my paradise
It feel like I'm paralyzed
Not being able to walk to the prize
I feel like god not being very kind
The grind is glued to my mind
I want my name in bold and then underlined
Murky will be on top
I'll be recognized

Sometimes I roll the dice (Yeah)
To find out where's my paradise (Na Na Na)
Try to take it from me like it's is a heist
The pain gets to hard, like saying your final goodbye (To hard)
Wanna forget the past (Yeah yeah)
Wanna see my paradise (Wanna see my paradise)

Sometimes I roll the dice
To find out where's my paradise (Uh yeah yeah yeah)
Try to take it from me, like it's is a heist
The pain gets to hard, like saying your final goodbye
Wanna forget the past
Wanna see my paradise

I want see my paradise
Hmm ohhh murk
(Yung corn) Murky