Lyrics Doubts - LIN

I deny the lessons I have learned
Now I'm standing trial for my case to be overturned
I will apply to be the last page of a tale
There are so many ways to fail but

When the night crawls inside
I can feel your hand in mine
With the dread dressed in white
I can believe
I find release from the constant
Fight and I

I follow my ___

I'll find truth in the use of an open mind
I once stepped out, and now I can't make it back inside
I will not lie, they buriedme alive
But now I will rise

When the night crawls inside
You're the safe spot in my mind
With the dread dressed as a bride
I can believe
It's a relief
To watch you tell wrong from right
By just turning to the inside
But I deny

I follow my___

I'm sick of your selfishness
Stop craving for success
What do you compensate
Why do you tempt fate
This is ridiculous
Why do you stick to this
Lack of maturity
Quest for security
Why don't you end it
Stop to defend it
Seriously?
I do not give a shit
You're such a hypocrite
How you deceive yourself
Now follow me down to the edge