Lyrics Last Letter - Lobo , Whitley Nicole

This is my last letter
I know you wont accept it
But I'm sick of rainy weather
If I bit the bullet would it even feel much better?
This is my last letter
(This is my last letter)
This is my last letter
(This is my last letter)
This is my last letter
(This is my last letter)
This is my last letter
(This is my last letter)
Dear all who care
This is it, everything all clear?
Thats nice to hear Im glad you're here let's first start off with the recent year
Lot's happened
Question, kept asking was
How could it get worse?
Then every damn verse didn't feel secure
And I lost my way and I lost my turf
I lost my boat in the deep blue surf and I'm drowning
Yeah I'm drowning
But I picked me up and I found me
Now I'm not so sure what around me
I still feel like dying
I still feel like dying
Yeah I still feel like dying
I sit and sulk in silence
I need something for guidance
I spent too much time crying
I heard the song of sirens
I'm giving up on fighting
So I'm hiding my eyelids stuck inside my mind to die in
I can't feel you here beside me 'cause there's nothing there but silence
This is my last letter
(This is my last letter)
This is my last letter
(This is my last letter)
This is my last letter
(This is my last letter)
This is my last letter
(This is my last letter)
You can't just walk away from me
(Walk away, walk away, walk away)
Like I am half transparency
(See)
Like nothing
A no one
I'm reaching for the gun
A failure
A disgrace
The barrel stares me in the face
Look me in the face
Look me in the face
(Face)
How come you can't love me?
This is my last letter
(This is my last letter)
This is my last letter
(This is my last letter)
This is my last letter
(This is my last letter)
This is my last letter
(This is my last letter)
I still feel like dying
I sit and sulk in silence
I need something for guidance
I spent too much time crying
I heard the song of sirens
I'm giving up on fighting
So I'm hiding my eyelids stuck inside my mind to die in
I can't feel you here beside me
'Cause there's nothing there but silence
(Ooo, oh, ah)
Yeah there's nothing there but silence
(Ooo, oh, ah)
I still feel like dying, I still feel like
Dying
Dying
Dying
I still feel like dying
Dying
Dying
Dying
This is my last letter
I know you wont accept it
But Im sick of rainy weather
If I bit the bullet would it even feel much better?
This is my last letter
And I hope you don't forget it
(Ooo, oh, ah)
This is my last letter
And I hope you don't forget it
This is my last letter
(This is my last letter)
This is my last letter
(This is my last letter)
This is my last letter
And I hope you don't forget it
This is my last letter
And I hope you don't forget it
This is my last letter
This is my last letter
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah-ah
I think that there are moments, we go through
Its like I start my day off, I could start it off
Very tired, very sad, very exhausted
I'm having an exhausted moment
I can have a sad moment in a day, I could have a happy moment in a day
I just don't think I can generalize that because there's so many emotions that happen for our
Our brains and
How we do
How we
Go through the human experience that, I don't think, that, we can, settle on one thing
I don't think we can be one thing
I can't be happy in my life be
I can't be sad in my life because
I have moments of each
I'm
Generally?
I'm just living