Lyrics Schizophrenic, Paranoia - Lost Honour

I cannot cope with the other me
He's haunting me
The scars he's shown me
I can't even escape
Fuck he's part of me
What can I do
How much longer do I have to lie

Killing myself daily
Loving someone who may not love me back
My hearts degrading
I wanna tell her but my words fade away
I could bury my feelings
Fuck I've done that for years
Maybe she feels the same
Or maybe my death is calling me
I'm blinded by the calling
Of torment in my veins
The devil told me
I'll never be the same
A broken heartbeat
Leaving in flames
With my blood dripping through
Consuming with hate

Trapped inside a spiral
A universal height
Constant wave of torture
Silence fills the void
The blood begins to fall
Upon the burning bodies
Deep within the torment
The torment oh oh oh

I keep overthinking everything
Sometimes I even forget who I am
Or how I came to be
God it hurts to say
A shadow still remains
The better part of me
How do I fight the feeling
How do I become a human
Can I express my feelings to you
Or do you fuck them all away
Do you fuck them all away

How do I feel like a human
How do I find the way
Losing you
Is the thing I fear the most
Dying slowly
Is the better fate of life
Falling through a void
Into the endless light
Inside of my skin
I hear them calling out my name
Breaking my bones
So I can became sane again

Trapped inside a spiral
A universal height
Constant wave of torture
Silence fills the void
The dark begins to fall
Upon the burning bodies
Deep within the torment
The torment oh oh oh

I fought with all the demons
In my mind
Conquered kingdoms
Somehow I'm still alive
Living with the failure
I've become
Another weakness reveals inside
I can't breath
No I can't see
No I can't see
No I can't see

Constant waves
Of torture
Silence fills the void
The blood begins to fall
Upon the burning bodies
Deep within the torment
The torment
No

Trapped inside a spiral
A universal height
Constant wave of torture
Silence fills the void
The dark begins to fall
Upon the burning bodies
Deep within the torment
The torment oh oh oh
The blood begins to fall
The skies are turning red now
If I'm human
Then why can't I feel a thing
If I'm trapped inside myself
And I can't find the way out
How do I become
How do I become