Lyrics The Abandoning - Love and Death

Wake up sleepy wide awake
I am the walking dead
I am death′s best friend
I create disaster, I'm the master killing me
There′s no innocence, there's only pain, I'm empty
Master, master, save me
Master, master, kill me
Don′t give up on me now ′cause that's what I′ve already done
My body's breaking down, I feel my mind getting numb
Why do I hurt myself?
Why can′t I escape this hell?
I am always blaming, always chasing broken dreams
I keep screaming out, but no one ever hears me
Master, master, save me
Master, master, kill me
Don't give up on me now ′cause that's what I've already done
My body′s breaking down, I feel my mind getting numb
Bleeding from my disconnection, lost inside myself
Forsaken by my own reflection, abandoning myself
I′m wide awake on myself
I'm wide awake (give up, give up) on myself
Give up, give up
I′m wide awake, save me
Master, master, save me
Master, master, kill me
Don't give up on me now ′cause that's what I′ve already done
My body's breaking down, I feel my mind getting numb
Bleeding from my disconnection, lost inside myself
Forsaken by my own reflection, abandoning myself
No
I'm wide awake