Lyrics Fuck Up - Lyricold

I can′t believe I did this shit again
I'm fucking sorry
Its so alarming, I know girl its hard
We are craving our story out, God I′m so charming
Each time that you leave me, my jokes are disarming
I know that I panic, when I think that your leaving
I manage, to keep you near me
The damage is done yeah its gone but you planned it
I know that my charm is to my own advantage

I wish I was different like Bridgette is sick
Then I can't face the shit that I did
So I twist it and bend it, to get it to fit
Like I wish it would do on its own
Fuck I'm sick, don′t you listen
I wish that you would run away
I′m fucking so ashamed
Of everything I ever say I hold your fucking weight
Over your head, and then instead of taking it away
I make it worse and say things
Like without me you don't have a thing

I tell you your nothing
But something I should say to you
Before I die, I′m a fuck up
Yeah I fucked up both our lives
I tell you your nothing
But something I should say to you
Before I die, I'm a fuck up
Yeah I fucked up both our lives

I can′t believe I did this shit again
I'm so ashamed, I′m so amazed to wake again
And see you stayed, I fucking hate everything I ever say
I never mean anything, but hand to God I'm so afraid
One day you gonna walk away
And I'll be faced with all the shit I tore apart
Man all the carnage in my way
Fuck its hard to face the shit I do
I knew that all the pain would weigh you down
With hate I hate it baby dang I wanna say

That I′m sorry for the shit I did, I′m fucking sick of it
I never meant to tear you down
Are you listening, Bridgette this is just a way
To make you get the gist of it
I never meant to break you down
I promise baby this is it
The end of all the fucking pain
I swear that I'ma change
I fucking hate the man I am
And I′ma fucking break
I can't believe I′m in the mirror staring back
And see a person I don't recognize
And why you staring back at me

I tell you your nothing
But something I should say to you
Before I die, I′m a fuck up
Yeah I fucked up both our lives

I tell you your nothing
But something I should say to you
Before I die, I'm a fuck up
Yeah I fucked up both our lives