Lyrics 3 AM - Lyricold

I pace around at night
I face the light to brace for death I might
Have said nvm and smile at my girl
So she′d don't know I cry along beside
Her while she sleeps and dreams of happy times
I′m wiping tears and trying not to wake her
Dang I hate to die

But here I am again, at 3 A.M. to get
My head around the idea that some day I won't be here
And it's hard, oh God I feel so scarred
I′m scared as hell to face myself
My mind rips me apart

I start to doze, my eyes begin to close
And than I open then and then I pace inside my room
I′m so alone, I'm cold
I′m sick 'cause even though
I have a girl to hold me
I won′t wake her up and so I'm froze

It′s 3 A.M., I'm doing the same thing again
I'm alone, and I wished I wasn′t anymore

Listen man I get it, I′m so luck I was given
A chance at happiness to find a dream
And than I lived it, but I'm getting
Sick of it because I visited
I meet with dad like everyday
He′s gone and so I miss him man like
Everyday, I drop down to my knees and pray
I say his name, but I know the truth
He's gone and so he ain′t

Even listening
And if he was, what would he say?
I'm all alone, I know I′m not
But it just doesn't feel the same
I'm so ashamed at all the things I face at night
I take the blame, I hate the way I hate myself
I go to sleep and than I wake

It′s 3 A.M., I′m doing the same thing again
I'm alone, and I wished I wasn′t anymore
It's 3 A.M., I′m doing the same thing again
I'm alone, and I wished I wasn′t anymore