Lyrics i did - Mavi

I said i wasn't gon sip that shit no more but i did
I said i wasn't gon call yo phone no more but i did
I ran up enough commas throw my bros the assist
Saw the light and wasn't frightened i ain't know if i would live
But i did
Excitement for this life declining slow the more i see it
Intertwined my pride with shiny things the clothes and the women
Heaven knows i was warned before i dove i ain't listen
Anxiety jus widening my holes in cognition
I'm fighting sleep i'm guided by the roar of my engine
So i'm dialing ill-advised being alone in my condition
You declining, fighting trauma of your own so i get it
I said i wouldn't politic no more i'm buying pistols
Was invited in, my light got dim, ain't grow up around killing
I said i wouldn't fall in love no more, trying trysting
It ain't nullify the impact of the ending on my ticker
You said this time was final, prying boards off your window
I got tired, tryna find me im on tour, buy a ticket
I act like i was fine, with time i'm sure something missing
Spryly sprinting with my kite, it wasn't lifting, sky was windless
I said i wasn't gon call your phone no more but i did
You said you wouldn't biding time no more and you meant it
Was mindless thinking i could keep you warm with the fringes
Hit the limits of intention, drifting, picking up some spirits
I said i wasn't gon sip that shit no more but i did
I said i wasn't gon call yo phone no more but i did
I ran up enough commas throw my bros the assist
Saw the light and wasn't frightened i ain't know if i would live
But i did
I told you i wasn't gon break your heart and then i did