Lyrics End It - MINTTT

It's 4 AM in my mind
And I kept laid down like a letter
You would blankly stare for some time at your desk
Wishing there's nothing much left to remark

But I guess I will burn a lot worse than
Those words you cover with most of your shame
In life that you built, within the faith that
You were going to be fine

But I guess I can take it
Since I'm used to the faintness
Of every part of my unwelcoming thighs
That you spit as part of
A holy trim for the ninght

I want to be sedated
As fast as I can
Even before I open my mouth
I need to shut everything down
I want to be sedated
I need to shut everything down