Lyrics Losing My Mind - Machary

So many questions run through my mind
Why do females play me and friends leave me behind?
I think I just wanna die
I think I'm losing my mind
Been out my whole life
I guess I'm in for the night
I'm just tryna make money
Then make things right
Father I won't fail this
But you said don't be selfish
So you when I get a couple mill
Be prepared for me mail it
Mom said follow your heart
Then She said Light up the dark
So It's time make a change spit flames
And make me a new mark
Gotta keep a sense of humor
Spread my track like a rumor
Cuz when I come to the track
King tut I'm the ruler
You gotta move smooth
Don't stand still gotta make moves
So I wrote music had to tighten up screws
The moment I needed tools
My mom said this for you
I said Oo
She said you know exactly what to do
I hear this line everyday from the whole world that money rules
So I built that it up
So Imma blend I'm the one fuse
You said you don't like me damn that sucks for you
Don't worry bout a friendship
Cuz no friendship is true
You callin me out
But steady following my route
You said you my friend
Constantly running your mouth
All I hear is my name
Watchu talking about
Words in my mind telling me just to chill out
So when you see me
You don't know wat to do
Shaking and sweating when you see me
Now you look a fool
You tried da dap me up
I see the devil on ya hand
Trying to take down my plan
I see it every time
Ik I keep that shi real
Every line
Gotta express how you feel
Ik every time that I rap
Tupac with the speeches
When ppl talk behind your back
They behind you for a reason
Stay humble don't go to war
Gotta figure why god put you here for
Patiently waiting for a couple mill
Gotta keep shi real keeping it real
Don't stand still you gotta chill
Cuz stuff will honestly get real

Momma said it wasn't all about the money
Pops said its not about the fame
Quel said this is NFL keep ya head in the game
My mind was set on success
Being the best
From the cradle to the grave
Picture life as a game of spades
Heart beating fast waiting for the card to be flipped your way
Picture that and think about conspiracy
Block your friends use your enemies
Use them, appreciate family
Through good and bad things
Auntie told me some stuff rip
Ik if she was here now she'll be so proud of me
M.A.C gotta Georgia state of my mind
Ask the person you like out
Like a phone you get declined
Motivate myself to rhyme rhyme
Females friends haters are a waste of time
Those the ones will try to take your shine
Young black male everywhere I go I see is racist faces
Make your mark
Level up call it elevation
Family, enemies is what you need to get to your destination
Broken hearted no worry all you need is patience