Lyrics So Long - Maya Hawke

I cannot hide my cards dear
Can't even keep them close
I've seen how quickly thoughts can
Collect into ghosts
When you should fear them most

I am not a coward
I am just afraid
Of how our new tomorrow
Will turn to yesterday

So long, so long
You know I understand
So long, so long
I'll see you when I can
When I can

Well, you and I spoke last night
As I lay next to him
You told me if you followed
Every paper whim
You'd be wearing thin

I woke up with a longing
For just that mistake
Your ghost was calling
I was just beyond the break

So long, so long
You know I understand
So long, so long
I'll see you when I can
When I can

I'd like to tell you now, dear
To pry open the door
How to appeal to your body
To take me on the floor
Ask a ghost for more

The glorious will always
Be just around the bend
But I can't ask to borrow
What I can't bare to lend

So long, so long
You know I understand
So long, so long
I'll see you when I can
When I can