Lyrics Kill Emotions - Mental Discipline

I wish I could see it coming
I wish I was not that blind
Now it's time to give up trying
It's too late to turn the tide

Staring at the fading pictures
Of my shattered memories
I can't understand why all this
Happened to my hopes & dreams

I have never felt so lonely
Like a shipwreck in a stormy sea
It feels like I'm sinking slowly
Icy waves are crashing over me

Trying hard to kill emotions
To recover from the damage done
But I feel I'm missing something
Like a part of me's already gone

Now I see that all my castles
Have been built upon the sand
Falling down with every hassle
One by one, they couldn't stand

Fallen pieces can't be mended
Too much pain I feel inside
But I'm trying hard to end it
Killing feelings to survive

I have never felt so lonely
Like a shipwreck in a stormy sea
It feels like I'm sinking slowly
Icy waves are crashing over me

Trying hard to kill emotions
To recover from the damage done
But I feel I'm missing something
Like a part of me's already gone

I have never felt so lonely
Like a shipwreck in a stormy sea
It feels like I'm sinking slowly
Icy waves are crashing over me

Trying hard to kill emotions
To recover from the damage done
But I feel I'm missing something
Like a part of me's already gone