Lyrics Jules...? - Merc!

(Let's get this over with)

When I arrive to school
Those feelings linger in my heart
They all know what I did
But I never wanted all of this to happen

They say they don't fuck with me
Because I'm not the way they wanted me to be
Never asked for him to find my music
But now you're listening, it sounds better, doesn't it?
This is what you'll get, I'm tired of being in silence
They all look at me, now you will see, you won't be talking shit
I'm the icon at school, let me clear it up, it's not for you
Or me, love can make you do crazy things

Sometimes I find myself in the weirdest positions (that I didn't ask for)
Maybe this time, I'll try to gain your redemption (I guess his name was-)
Jules (jules) Jules (jules) Jules (jules) Jules (jules)
Jules (jules) Jules (jules) Jules (jules) Jules (jules)
If all I wanted was to be his friend
No one listened, and that's what they wanted, isn't it?

I was young, I didn't know better
Wanted to fit in, not this way, but clever
Thanks a lot for connecting with my heart
And yes, it was a crush, but they got it mixed up
How was I supposed to know that there were two Julien's?
The other one made fun, wasn't for him, maybe could've been friends
Now I feel misplaced, wanted some friends, but it's so hard to say
Maybe if I didn't get better, would the music live forever?
And now I have a crush on his friend
Will the cycle ever end?
If it wasn't that one, now it's two
Guess this is the song you wanted 'bout you

Sometimes I find myself in the weirdest positions (that I didn't ask for)
Maybe this time, I'll try to gain your redemption (I guess his name was-)
Jules (jules) Jules (jules) Jules (jules) Jules (jules)
Jules (jules) Jules (jules) Jules (jules) Jules (jules)
If all I wanted was to be his friend
No one listened, and that's what they wanted, isn't it?

Why not ask the questions since I was trending? (Off of your sadistics)
Is it the fact that I am gay
And you act this way because your brain can't fade it away
It's changed, no more
My heart's not sore
Can't you see that I'm a new me?

(hah)