Lyrics just another crush - Merc!

You know
I say and say many times
That I was done with love
But man, maybe I've always lied
Each time it's new
But I know, I know that it'll never be different

Do I know the difference between what's love or genuine?
I've never been confused, did the world change me into anew?
'Cause why am I forever in defense
When will the petals show the end?
Constant lies, yet I still try to see if there's validity
Maybe there could be a small chance to see if you really like me
If they say love's unexpected, tell me why do I fake it?
Teenage dream, they led the scene
Now I wonder if the problem's me

You say no one would even listen to me
But I talked to a guy, that's legendary
How did I even get myself to this state?
Diary, you're never too late
I see all these couples flash to me that I'm trouble
But you, you can see me
FIght tension, not only with you
But with all my shadows left behind the
Past, now the present, now I wonder-

Do I know the difference between what's love or genuine?
I've never been confused, did the world change me into anew?
'Cause why am I forever in defense
When will the petals show the end?
Constant lies, yet I still try to see if there's validity
Maybe there could be a small chance to see if you really like me
If they say love's unexpected, tell me why do I fake it?
Teenage dream, they led the scene
Now I wonder if the problem's me

In the end
Will you just be another guy in my story?
Or will we speak again, and this time they'll all see?
That it took time, just like I tried
But for now, you're the sound of my lingering heart