Lyrics Blessings - Merceze

I'm high as fuck
Drinking my ginger ale
Ill
Dirty
Ill
Dirty

Honestly
I can't see
What it is in front of me
On your screen
All you see
Movie scenes from the king
Moving all the beats
We moving all cream
And you see these liters of the lean in my blood stream
Jobs I'm working three
Dawg I'm money thirsty g
Saw that It was first degree
College that shit don't work for me
Came for the pork then I left with a pig
Then I tore up on its corpse send all these chefs to eat

Looking
Everywhere
For you
Heart cold
Cry no more
As I try and find my own mental
Bitches come and go but every one gonna bless you
Sent through
Sex you
In my own bed room
I will never fold
Only bend like the metal

You used
You used
You used
You used
You used
You used
You used
You used

Used history as weapon
No question I'll deflect it
Did not mention that I meant it
Even though that I said it
I'm so reckless
I'm a mess and
I will never get the message
If it's trenches
Still got blessings and
I will never not expect it
I won't change for no one
No one
Every vacant heart will
Grow
Alone
I know I was wrong
With what I've done before I've
Grown
Alone
I know
I know

Looking
Everywhere
For you
Heart cold
Cry no more
As I try and find my own mental
Bitches come and go but every one gonna bless you
Sent through
Sex you
In my own bed room
I will never fold
Only bend like the metal

I look in my reflection
I see a phoenix through the glass
And my past is well passed and
I'm never forgetting that
And I'm never giving back
What you want to take from me
A monster that you made of me
I thought that you were saving me
Ay I'm z
Faithfully
Walking through the storm
In a morgue I was born
I was giving out my forms
Step forward meant more
And I was stocking up the store
You will see it in the core
You'll never meet my corpse nigga

Looking
Everywhere
For you
Heart cold
Cry no more
As I try and find my own mental
Bitches come and go but every one gonna bless you
Sent through
Sex you
In my own bed room
I will never fold
Only bend like the metal