Lyrics Genesis. - Merceze

Tear my pages out and watch it blow in the wind
Living in my greatest doubt my biggest sin regrets
Don't even need it now I think I need no pen
Locked me in the pen because of my fucking skin
Losing all control
My domes filled with blunt smoke and I'm
Losing all the hope and I smile and paint the one coat
But behind all the walls
What you saw said it's nun dope
I dig it with a shovel I sit and seek my slumber
I was looking for love but fell in love with the drugs
And she used me to get high bought the pussy with a blunt
Key under the rug nigga I ain't even know it's there
The tears that I dump I told them that I show no fear
I swear when I was young I ain't ever give a fuck
Now I look in my reflection
Afraid of what I become
Thought I saw it so clear I was blinded by dust
Cold air body's rising from the skunk obsessed with feelin numb

I can't
Take much
Not much more oh no
Great love
You got
Save my soul
My heart
You are
My love
You are
My all
You are
Numb

Slit my wrists to see it scare swear I'm always bleeding fear
Searching for a phoenix flare but all I keep is lean in here
My room filled with reefer air I like the stench keep it there
Make no sense need repairs only weaken heathens here
Make a knot with a belt man I fucking hate myself
High school facing hell don't ever take the changes well
Saying pain will help but Ill forever be the rose
See me under concrete you'll never see me grow
Drunk and I'm confused doing what human beings do
And I smoke up in the stu just to prove my point view
In love with loving you I'm love with
I never trusted you I ended some of you
I thought that you need me out the door you was screaming
I'm a whore with these demons but you never can believe me
Push the slug in the drum pull the trigger by the gun
The last time that you'll see me im gonna be gone

I can't
Take much
Not much more oh no
Great love
You got
Save my soul
My heart
You are
My love
You are
My all
You are
Numb