Lyrics My Mind - Midas

Finding my mind in these times
Is getting too hard
But I keep trying
Getting too tuff
Don't know if I'll be fine
I wanted too much
Now I'm left by
By myself again
I ain't wanna do this to you and I
Months went by
And I ain't tried
Wanna make amends
But don't break my
Don't wanna be friends

I just wanna apologize
Of courseI don't tell lies
To you
But I told some to myself
Because I didn't know the truth
Maybe I didn't wanna know
Cause I work hard despite the new
Challenges
My phalanges hurt when I'm climbing on the rope
You're my way to cope with the problems that im not used to
I know that it's not fair
I know you might think that I used you
Like if she can solve em with just a snap
Then I won't have to
Like before I thought if i got her back there's no more issues
Of course I miss you
But it don't bless you
If I don't fix me
I'm scared if I lose you
That I won't change and shit is tricky
Can I deal with my train of thought derailing till I'm sixty
Can I steal all the pain I caused
Like Zoro did for luffy
Like my mama did for me
The ink thinks for me
When it's put down on the page
I feel like someone twice my age
With a lot of wisdom to give
But deep down I'm still just a kid
I feel like I'm out my mind but deep down I just miss my crib
I feel like I'm outta time but the game
Is played with much patience
I stay focused but kind because some suffering in silence
I'll solve these problems of mine
I'm inclined to want more
I love it and hate it
It's my drive so my mind will be fine with time and I'll make it

Finding my mind in these times
Is Getting too hard
But I keep trying
Getting too tuff
Don't know if I'll be fine
I wanted too much
Now I'm left by
By myself again
I ain't wanna do this to you and I
Months went by
And I ain't tried
Wanna make amends
But don't break my
Don't wanna be friends