Lyrics Prism - Mirage

Another chance to rid my mind of all the things I can't escape
You'd think I would've gone and lost it all by now
But the truth is I've grown accustomed to this life of hell
For years I've spent knowing only to hate myself
I'm afraid to get better because I don't know how
Another chance to rid my mind of all the things I can't escape
Spending day after day hoping that the world will bring change
But I've spent the past few years in this hole
If I want to get better, I've got to do it on my own
All alone
As I drown in apathy
I try not to break from the anxiety
I'd let death have me but I'm just not ready
For years I've spent wanting it to end
But there's just so much of this life that I've yet to live
So sick of this misery
All I want is to be happy
Hello to uncertainty
Give me a chance to break free
Another chance to rid my mind of all the things I can't escape
Spending day after day hoping that the world will bring change
But I've spent the past few years in this hole
I want to be better, I want to be better
I want to be something more
I want to be more