Lyrics Veins - Mixed Matches

A part of me, gonna say that I had it right
To fall into traps that we had a aligned
With all the bleak remains in light
But I don't know if I'd have a try

100 miles away and I'm just wondering why
I wish you well, I thought I'd die
If I just couldn't relate and see the end of the line
Perception gone and I'm left blind

With the time I gave, I only regret
What I thought I'd play and what I'd expect
But do you remember our mistake?
And how the past will never stay?
But now I only wish that I could've had you
Beyond the better things that we both had been through
Your memory
Is haunting
To do it, do it, do it all again

It's a bitter mistake
Unjustified
An addiction to face
And one I hide
You call me back
I waste your time
But I'll say it again
If you don't mind
If I could, I would take in your entity
It's only filled with your doubt and uncertainty
Will you tell me what will really happen to me
And would you tell me what you really couldn't be

With the time I gave, I only regret
What I thought I'd play and what I'd expect
But do you remember our mistake?
And how the past will never stay?
But now I only wish that I could've had you
Beyond the better things that we both had been through
Your memory
Is haunting
To do it, do it, do it all again

I wish to do it again but know that I'd be gone
I hope for happiness
I hope for happy thoughts
But I don't know what to say
The blown proportion is gone
I gave it all I could give
I tried to be what you want
But it hurts me to say I'm giving up on the day
With myself to blame
My fragile head wouldn't cave
What do you gotta say and are you happy alone
What do you, what do you, what do you
Wanna really know?

With the time I gave, I only regret
What I thought I'd play and what I'd expect
But do you remember our mistake?
And how the past will never stay?
But now I only wish that I could've had you
Beyond the better things that we both had been through
Your memory
Is haunting
To do it, do it, do it all again

Tell me how to breathe
And tell me what I need, to be