Lyrics fading out - Mixed Matches

I didn't wanna believe it
How this lead to you
Only thought it was me then
But you bend the truth
I didn't think about after
You doubled my vision
And stunted the hours
When i couldn't listen

I'm ready for you
Im tryna figure out what you would want me to do
And show you that i've
Got nothing to prove
It's not up to you
So what could i lose
I'm ready for you
I'm tired but i'm only wanting to see it through
So show me what hadn't let up on you
I'm trying to move
But i can't see you

You want me to say
What difference does it make the air is plastic in taste
I'm trying
But i can't lead to change
So what could you play
To carry me back to when i thought i lost my sense

It just couldn't be you when your acting up
I just thought that the door would've been enough
Could you tell me your plan if it's all you got
Could you say you're gone
Could you say you're god
Was it all in me i just had to know
When i feel your love through the acetone
If it's all i had will you let me know
Or just let me go
Or just let me go

I'm ready for you
Im tryna figure out what you would want me to do
And show you that i've
Got nothing to prove
It's not up to you
So what could i lose
I'm ready for you
I'm tired but i'm only wanting to see it through
So show me what hadn't let up on you
I'm trying to move
But i can't see you

Your not getting through to me
I just lost the time i'm fading
Out and you can breathe
I just don't know how i can laugh it off
When everything burning
With false affirmation
It's all that you wanted
And i couldn't take it

When you tear
My design
And you tell me what you find
I can't live
In your light
And it's far from behind

I'm trying
I'm trying
I'm trying
I'm trying
I'm trying
I'm trying
I'm trying
I'm trying