Lyrics If Only I Loved Myself - Ms Krazie

Down to make it work and do whatever it takes.
If it means holding together our familas at steak.
See I don't see myself without you honestly I never have,
Ever since the day I met you, always dreaded you'd depart
But now we find ourselves still working in this stupid situation.
Asking me, why do I stay?
I ask you the same question.
I put up with all your troubles,
But you keep doing lo mismo.
Lo mismo te perdono, rezandole a Jesucristo,
I used to sit and pray, that he never took you de mi lado.
Now I say its okay, if its better yo me aguanto
Cause you keep on hurting me, when you act a certain modo.
But then, you hold me tight se me pasa y te perdono

If only my heart could let you go and never miss you.
If only I didn't get these feelings when I kissed you
Maybe I could let you go a little easier,
But damn baby boy without you I became crazier.
I tried to love myself and I tried to be strong
But without you a mi lado everything was going wrong
And I hit rock bottom and I couldn't stop crying
Damn, I never wanna go back, to that so I keep trying.

I know that this is bad but its hard to let you go.
It would kill me if I saw you with somebody else you know,
I'm possessive shit I've always wanted you all to myself.
I can't picture you away, so like this I rather stay.
But a part of me who knows, we ain't good for each other.
Love, it shouldn't feel like this, every other bitter trago...
Numb the pain. Cause I love you way too deep.
Such a shame I should be stronger. But with you I become easy.
When I look at you I fall in love and think about the positives
All the good times that we have but not the obvious.
Don't wanna lose it all, I don't wanna end up sola.
Don't want nobody else, no quiero yo otra pinche boda, solo a ti.

If only my heart could let you go and never miss you.
If only I didn't get these feelings when I kissed you
Maybe I could let you go a little easier,
But damn baby boy without you I became crazier.
I tried to love myself and I tried to be strong
But without you a mi lado everything was going wrong
And I hit rock bottom and I couldn't stop crying
Damn, I never wanna go back, to that so I keep trying.

Its hard to be the one trying to keep it all together.
I wish you never told me that your love would last forever
I hate you for making me believe I was
The only one, you played me for a fool,
When you made them a priority
The way they probably laughed behind my back, knowing everything.
The way you said you love me but your word wasn't anything
Yet I'm still trying and you're crying "sorry baby"
And although I don't believe you I still stay because im crazy
I know that I should leave, but keep finding excuses
To make it work cause baby im too tired for this new shit
Que boy hacer contigo mijo, I don't know the rest.
Keep trying to play the part but our loves a fucking mess