Lyrics Numb to Perfection - NAMOS

I can't believe you left me now
Don't you go try and get around
Cold finger tips, fish on a hook
Snake eyes, no heart, crocodile teeth
I can't convince you of what I'm not
Say something if you really want to talk
I'll admit to all the mistakes I got
If you find the time to admit your own
I can't believe a thing you say
Two years, too long to not get away
You know I'd take you to outer space
But you don't think, for you I'd fade to gray
I'd watch while you took your makeup off
Now I only see you with it on
Never finished 12th, just got my degree
Never said goodbye, girl don't tempt me

I cannot feel a thing right now
This feels like perfection
I do it for the attention, babe
But not for the direction

I'm built from vices that I love
I want all for me, I can't get enough
I know that I would sleep so much
It's cause I was tired of getting up
And it own some real estate in my head
Chest tightens, gasping to catch my breathe
I don't see myself growing old
Lost will, I'm here now, I'm letting go
I have a plan for giving up
Enters my head when I'm up at night
Cross over state-lines to my right
Find a remote shop, and buy a gun
Taste lead inside my mouth of blood
One shot, so easy
When God comes I won't be terrified
No one's gonna need me

I cannot feel a thing right now
This feels like perfection
I do it for the attention, babe
But not for the direction