Lyrics Last Saturday - NAMOS

I don't pay for studio rent so why don't I use it like I should be
We got the whole town to ourselves so why don't I take you where we could be
I'll take you upstairs cause I'm tired as fuck and addicted to pussy
Would she? leave
I feel like I'm falling off high when I just take the time off to breathe
And when I stay on it I crack under pressure and fall underneath
I'm burdened by worries ahead but I'm blinded, my past's all I see
We, see past, relax, remind, me
You still on my top 20 most played songs and that says something
Back when I only had like 8 songs, that's a day one
And now days are numbered by states lines, education
And I cannot write a damn song for my life, situations, and relations
I'm dried up as hell, finish this song and I'm wishing you well
Wishing you might take the time to read between the lines cause

Now I am stuck, and I'm stuck, and I'm stuck, and I'm stuck
And I'm stuck, and I'm stuck, and I'm stuck, and I'm stuck
Now I am stuck, and I'm stuck, and I'm stuck, and I'm stuck
And I'm stuck, and I'm stuck, and I'm stuck, and I'm stuck
Now I am stuck, and I'm stuck, and I'm stuck, and I'm stuck
And I'm stuck, and I'm stuck, and I'm stuck, and I'm stuck

I'm taking my baby out to the movies
She's feeling lonely, I'm all alone see
I'm all in my dome see
Cause I've just been tripping and thinking about old me
My eyes on the cold street
We pass up my homies, they don't even know me
I start to feel lonely
I'm taking my time bitch, no need to unwind bitch
Flew right up to Abby and right back to college
I'm counting up mileage
Cause I knew a girl who would travel for knowledge
I'm paying her homage
Cause I know I can only love from afar, shit
I did them a solid

No radio plays, no media coverage
Have I been really working all along?
To amount just to nothing
And what even is what I want to amount to?
I found myself bluffing
Cause stars always burn out and everything fades
Is this really worth something?
And I can remember how all of this started
I was broken hearted
Then I found a girl who I met two years prior
She was what I wanted
She gave me the courage to make all this music
And love me regardless
Of anything that could come right in between us
She's the heart of the artist
Then I started working to save up some money
For dreams and for honey
But without the milk I was starting to choke
Time fled away from me
Obsessive behavior, I would never sleep
My youth would just leave me
I promised to her that I would never cheat
It happened too easy
And what is a promise if not to yourself?
You lack the control
And I know of pills that could possibly help
An end to a soul
I'm stuck in the past cause I fucked up my future
So I might just take them
But it will not let me finish these songs
Till I admit all my wrongs

I'm taking my baby out to the movies
She's feeling lonely, my fault alone see
I'm all in my dome see
Cause I've just been tripping and thinking about old me
My eyes on the cold street
We pass up my homies, they don't even know me
I start to feel lonely
I'm taking my time bitch, no need to unwind bitch
Flew right to Shibuya and right back to college
I'm counting up mileage
Cause I knew a girl who would travel for knowledge
I'm paying her homage
Cause I know I can only love from afar, shit
I did them a solid

12th grade I was trapping on the low, low
Making, baking, and shaking it in a polo
Lady crazy, I tease her by going slow mo
R&B singer, fucking like a pro, pro
Nowadays I don't really care about myself
I don't care what people say, I'm only about myself
Late nights, all alone, only way I'm working by myself
I'm so sick that I'm throwing up gang signs
What's the deal man, I know where my gang lies
If you talk better look in my damn eyes
You remember, we'd call us the five guys
Bitch I'm not simp, I'm not simping
Lil' mama in the kitchen
Popping a tab and I'm tripping
Pull up to fuck and dipping
Hearts till I die, I'm not sipping
Pussy to face and I'm licking
You make it obvious, you spazzing out man
It looks like you're trying to sink