Lyrics Pain2020 - NAMOS

What's 20$ to motherfuckers like me?
I be working on all the shifts while I'm working to get degrees
And it's hotter now more than ever, that's boiling, I'm in a sweater
I'm wearing hats for a living cause I could be doing better, nah

My new hat is the hair on my face, I'm aware
That you could living a life that be filled with love affairs
Grab the razor, you're looking all like a scraggly mess
Get a shrink, you got something to get up off your chest
And I know that you have been going so fast
Take a breath and slow it down, make that breath last
Homies from the hometown, fully attached
Far away, now I'm in Chicago and all sad
And my youth got lost, Alexandria
Broke whole, drifting part, post Pangea
New bed, old ways, hope I can be a
Prime example of what comes out of a man stealer
I'm always wearing my yeezys, I hate the bare ground
I hate ever being open, hate the end sound
Take this verse as you want it, interpretation
All I can say is what I'm feeling of late now

All I'm ever really feeling is
All I'm ever really feeling is
All I'm ever really feeling is
All I'm ever really feeling is

All I'm ever really feeling is
All I'm ever really feeling is
All I'm ever really feeling is
All I'm ever really feeling is

What's middle aged to a mother lover like me?
That's the older I'm always getting, white lies cause I'm so bigheaded
I never look good in hoodies, I'm tired and under pressure
The purpose of all this bleach is to make the melanin lesser, agh

My new hat is the blonde in my hair, I'm aware
That it's long, just like the penance that you get for prayer
I swear to God and he slapped me, he said don't curse at your father
And now I feel like a bother, I guess that's damn faith
But I'm a modern day prince, that's on my last name
I know that I am a king, there on the last day
Bigger than what's in the books, way past the last page
Living two decades long, 20's my last age
Who ya friends? Damn it, get there the hell up off stage
Clinging onto old vibes, normal life stale
Younger than the damn century, why am I burnt out
Now it's only a year till even that turns south
It's an all or nothing game we play, it ain't to late to own a piece your true self
My new hat is the old one, cause I haven't changed a bit
Hometown or a deathbed, feels the same to sit

All I'm ever really feeling is
All I'm ever really feeling is
All I'm ever really feeling is
All I'm ever really feeling is

All I'm ever really feeling is
All I'm ever really feeling is
All I'm ever really feeling is
All I'm ever really feeling is

All I'm ever really feeling is
All I'm ever really feeling is
All I'm ever really feeling is
All I'm ever really feeling is

All I'm ever really feeling is
All I'm ever really feeling is
All I'm ever really feeling is