Lyrics Saving - Nevv

I think I need saving I got so much I regret
I got some apologies I owe but never said
I traded my problems for this money and respect
They say reap all that you sow but it's so hard to count threads lord
I think I need saving I got so much left to learn
Bridges to rebuild but instead I let them burn
I traded my problems for this success that I earned
They say reap all that you sow I guess I'll get what I deserve lord

My mama told me be proud my father he told me be tough
This is a game where they foul you gotta learn how to play rough
Please never listen to crowds and only listen to your gut
Please never follow a trend and only follow what you want
People take what they're aloud so please do not allow them much
Rules they are meant to be bent and boundaries breached to achieve a dream
Never be somebody's crutch unless it's your family or maybe your seed
They're gonna treat you repugnantly
They're gonna slander your name from the crowd but let them they still bought a seat
They're gonna tell you reap what you sow but never learn how to sow up their own seams
Go against all what they say and then once you blow up they will follow you faithfully just like the pope or a priest
Hear what you say as so potent like covid-19
I got the power of influence right at my finger tips like I'm in Lord of the Rings
I just hope with all this money, respect and this power my morals don't leave
I think that I

I think I need saving I got so much I regret
I got some apologies I owe but never said
I traded my problems for this money and respect
They say reap all that you sow but it's so hard to count threads lord
I think I need saving I got so much left to learn
Bridges to rebuild but instead I let them burn
I traded my problems for this success that I earned
They say reap all that you sow I guess I'll get what I deserve lord

It's crazy how life it can change
I remember all the days top ramen and Siracha sauce now it's ox tails with some diamond rocks
Only bought what was on sale now it's Saint Laurent
God what a joke I'm not the flashy type if I'm rich or poor I'll still shop at Ross
I need saving from the chopping block people closet to me put the world on my shoulders then call me out cause my posture's off
Beaten down my entire life ER visits gauze and cotton swabs
Now I make a profit and became a profit
Paying house payments with my catalog
Cash or card doesn't matter dog
If I make it rain it rains cats and dogs
You can buy the world but can't buy respect I just pray to god
That I paid my dues and the past dues off that I'll rise above like Lazarus
Cause I got way too much in common with liars and feins
Hate what I've done but I'm loving the man I'm becoming
See my life it changed when I realized I don't need saving from nobody else I need

I think I need saving I got so much I regret
I got some apologies I owe but never said
I traded my problems for this money and respect
They say reap all that you sow but it's so hard to count threads lord
I think I need saving I got so much left to learn
Bridges to rebuild but instead I let them burn
I traded my problems for this success that I earned
They say reap all that you sow I guess I'll get what I deserve lord

I think I need saving from my vices and myself
I'm so glad that they relate and I can help somebody else
I feel blessed to have this life but at times I'm overwhelmed
They say reap all that you sow but I don't stitch my scars too well lord

I think I need saving I got so much I regret
I got some apologies I owe but never said
I traded my problems for this money and respect
They say reap all that you sow but it's so hard to count threads lord
I think I need saving I got so much left to learn
Bridges to rebuild but instead I let them burn
I traded my problems for this success that I earned
They say reap all that you sow I guess I'll get what I deserve lord