Lyrics SECRETS - ONLYONEJD

Yeah

Ayye JD Lemme Hear That Back

They're gonna hear my story one way or another
Prefer to do it like this on the mic
It's therapy for me

Yeah

2021 we just got here and it's a shitshow
But it's just like last year and everyone's like that's how shit goes
I'm more productive than ever so I won't miss though
Whether I sing or rap like this you know I'm making hits though
There's no cap this is real I can't exaggerate
My nigga's deep in the trap I can't elaborate
They're learning lessons each day they don't need to graduate
And only God can judge the divine magistrate
I kick back relax and reflect during my pass times
I'm paranoid the love ain't the same as last time
I left the Prometh behind my demons tell me to start again
But I know that next time could be the last time
It's tempting but I won't give in
That turned me to a monster didn't like how I was living
Trust issues always showed love and kept on giving
Really weren't feeling the bad energies they were giving
I'm not forgetting the past
Yet I was always so forgiving
I look towards the future not the past can't keep reliving
Focused on my bros want them to blow
Right now they're making a killing
It's good to see them doing bits
They doubted at the beginning

What would you do if I told you my darkest secrets
If I told you I love you would you keep it
I've been told that so many times
I started asking questions
Do they really mean it?
Fell in love with liquor and drugs
Off the planet we were geeking
She said that I could swing by
Keep her company for the evening
She got high and I got drunk
it weren't too long till we were freaking
Making love till we were sleeping
just before I dropped Sleeping
Couldn't cuff her she gave me stress
So lately we ain't been speaking

Behind the scenes deep down I know they fear me
If I'm pulling up they'll pretend that they can't hear me
They must think that I'm stupid
They're not even bad they're all diluted I knew this
So much chat catch him lacking
Main road they'll be ruthless
They could leave him traumatised spill fluids all included
Wanna know bout my business
Wanna know how I'm doing
Them man should know they can't laugh with me
I don't find it amusing
Lord knows I'm keeping silent
If it's not in person or I put it in music
Last year controlled my temper more so that I don't lose it
My future's in my hands
Whatever I'm doing now I'm choosing it
I think about having kids and that's on my future kids
When that time comes
I don't want them to struggle or feel pain the way I did
All these sleepless nights couldn't even shut my eyelids
Seeing my kids with smiles all on their faces
That shit's priceless
God forbid me and my BM fall out
I'm still seeing them in my free time
Most of my life I had no father figure
To this day I barely see mine
I haven't seen my dad in 6 years
If you ask me that's a piss take
I'll be a better dad than he was
I learned from all his mistakes
By any means the money needs to come in abundance
Things aren't adding up like a sweet one's bunda with no circumference
Nothing beats honesty honestly just keep it 100
I blur it out with materialistic items
Go to the store and spend a light hundred

Yeah man real shit
And it's all off my chest man
C'est La Vie