Lyrics Jealousy - OSITO

I promised myself
I wouldn't write another
Heartbreak song
But here I am again
Breaking the only promise
I held so strong

What is it with me and infatuation?
Why am I prone to giving into temptation?

I'm stuck in a feedback loop
Of everything we are
And its beating on my brain
Until all I see is stars
But they won't line up for me
'Cause they're busy lining up for you
You see it hard to be everything I wanna be
When I'm blinded by jealousy

I know it's all my fault
And I don't blame you for wanting to leave
But baby know that I
Really tried to give you my everything

Oh I'm not askin' you take me back, no
All that I'm askin' is for you to hear me out now

I'm stuck in a feedback loop
Of everything we are
And its beating on my brain
Until all I see is stars
But they won't line up for me
'Cause they're busy lining up for you
You see it hard to be everything I wanna be
When I'm blinded by jealousy

This song ain't a way to play no games with you
Nor is it another way to say I still love you
It's just a final way to clear my head
'Cause you don't mean much to me
No, not that much to me now

I'm stuck in a feedback loop
Of everything we are
And its beating on my brain
Until all I see is stars
But they won't line up for me
Coz they're busy lining up for you
You see it hard to be everything I wanna be
When I'm blinded by jealousy