Lyrics Introducing Spatial Audio with Dynamic Head Tracking - Olivia Rodrigo

I done been through so much pain got no emotion tears just rollin' out
They took my cousin ever since I've just been lonely now
So emotionless, don't shed no tears they just be floatin' out
For my family if you touch em ain't no choice but just to take him out
I've been workin' on the daily move my family out that Dirty South
I told my Mama when I make it money something not to worry about
I used to hate it when I saw my Mama stressin' out
I can't wait till the day I tell my Mom everything's better now

Yeah
Lately, I've been feelin' so depressed and alone
People tellin' me they care but never textin' my phone
People promised me forever now I'm left on my own
Then they treat me like whatever when they see I'm not strong
I just wish I had a friend or someone to call
I give people everything and I get nothing at all
Every day I'm in my room steady stuck in a ball
Thinkin' about how I'ma end it or cut to resolve
What's the point of living life if you got nothing to live for
I gave you everything and you expect me to give more
Instead of feeling pain I need something to feel for
And I might be insane but that's something I'll kill for
Hopefully, I find something better in life
My heart's cold if you wondered what the weather was like
I tell myself I'll be okay but I never be right
But as a kid, I thought that life could be whatever you like

I done been through so much pain got no emotion tears just rollin' out
They took my cousin ever since I've just been lonely now
So emotionless, don't shed no tears they just be floatin' out
For my family if you touch em ain't no choice but just to take him out
I used to hate it when I saw my Mama stressin' out
I can't wait till the day I tell my Mom everything's better now

Yeah
Still searching for a way that I can cope with the stress
So I pop another pill and I just hope for the best
It's even worse when I'm alone with no one to text
I could be cutting my wrist and no one would check
Maybe death is the only thing that's really promised
Cause every single human being isn't really honest
So when I die if you cry then you getting haunted
Y'all wouldn't let me live in peace ain't that so ironic
I need something real, I need something to last
I'm tired of letting go, I need something to grasp
And no I'm not okay, don't even bother to ask
I'm trying to be evolute, but I'm so stuck in the past
Looking for love and all the places I lost it at
This for the ones that never answered or called me back
This for the ones that never answered don't call me back
I hope you know that you're the reason for my heart attack

I done been through so much pain got no emotion tears just rollin' out
They took my cousin ever since I've just been lonely now
So emotionless, don't shed no tears they just be floatin' out
For my family if you touch em ain't no choice but just to take him out
I used to hate it when I saw my Mama stressin' out
I can't wait till the day I tell my Mom everything's better now