Lyrics Clowned - Phil The Void

I don't wanna go to the church
Wanna burn it down to the ground
Counting all the time that I searched
For the reason that I've been clowned

Always too drunk feeling dizzy
Vision like a mary-go-round
Try to keep my mind always busy
Suicidal thoughts all around

I was standing on the edge of a cliff
Jamming to a Jimmy Cliff riff
Cliff Burton has been on my mind
Also 15 deaths of Columbine

Emo boy, hardcore, kinda kinky
Devil toy, metaphorically speaking
Killing Joy, hit the floor, whisky shopping
Feeling void, thinking gore, bible ripping

I feel like i'm dead inside
No one wants to be alive
I got both of my hands tied
You ain't got nowhere to hide

I don't wanna know If that's good shit
I just Want a bong and a big hit
I just wanna blow in the industry
I don't wanna die in the cockpit

I Just wanna be big as Lil Peep
I Just want a beat made up by $lick
I Just want a hook good as fat nick's
Make It truly sad like i'm Joji

You will see me when I die
Nothing more for you to fight
We won't make it through the night
There's a tunnel but no light

Choose you fate than loose your faith
Choose your faith than loose your fate
Choose you fate than loose your faith
Choose your grave than...