Lyrics Natalya - Preludes Original Cast

And I will kiss you
On the top of your head
For that is the kindest place
To place
A kiss

The most reverent
Compassionate
And deep
I am a joyful person
An optimistic person
But sometimes I get scared
You've been drowning so long in your ocean
What if my boundless joy has a limit
After all?
And I'm not the rock you need to save you?

You are in a hole and so I jump into the hole
But I can't get you out
You and in a hole and so I jump into the hole
But I can't get you out

How many times can I answer the same questions?
How many times can I say the same thing?
The same thing

Why don't you just snap the fuck out of it
Your dark, unknowable depression
Your fantastic,spiraling black void
Isn't it pathetic?
Isn't it a choice?
Can't you decide?
I don't want to think everything I
Know that you are terrified I think

You are in a hole and so I jump into the hole
But I can't get you out

You are in a hole and so I jump into the hole
But I can't get you out

Oh my bifurcated genius

How I wish you could hear the things you are
When you're bursting and bleeding
Shaking and shinning and shattering
How can you keep that inside you?
How dare you hold yourself down?

Why don't you just snap the fuck out of it
Go screaming on a cliffside
Go racing in a thunderstorm
Do drugs
In the desert
See visions in black smoke
Have affairs
Cry confessions
Do whatever you need to do
To make yourself whole again

Go shave your head
And run with the bulls

Just do it quick
Before I get sick of you
I don't ever want to get sick of you

I know I'm supposed to be the better one
But the truth is
I'm no better than you