Lyrics Monster - Princ3 The Kidd

I've tried
And I've failed
And I'm so tired
Of Dying inside
But you kick me when I'm down

I ain't no fool I see them ghouls
But what the fuck I'm supposed to do
When you feel like the monsters always Provoking you
Can't tell if the thoughts in my head are the truth
Or the voices do it for the mental abuse
Tell me can you hear them too
Some are old and some are new
There's more than a few
They've stayed with me the more that I grew
The more I'm pushing to do the music I choose
Been stuck with blues
Like I'm stuck up in glue
And when I let loose
Still rocking these rhymes too
Prince I'll as the swine flu times 2
Let me remind you
In my view
I'm one of a kind an second to none
Original just to be blunt
It must be somethin I want
The time that I put in to get it done
While they a dime a dozen
Imma diamond in the rough
But who the fuck am I to judge
I feel like none of these bums Could ever touch my buzz
I'm Unparalleled when it come to this stuff
An yea I've hit some speed bumps
I've fallen down
Took my bruises and lumps
Then jumped back up
Covered in blood from tha scrapes and cuts
Get a stitch and a tuck
I ain't going to front
Man I'm always angry as fuck
Cant give you a dollar
Cause I'm keeping it a buck
Is it habit or luck
My passion ain't average so what
You'd have to kill me to get me to stop all At once
All tha shit I've had to over come
You can kick me till I'm dead and gone
Till your legs are numb
But I'm moving on
I got monsters I can play that role
I got Enemy's and I got foes
I got sorrow and I got woes
And everyday they just seem to grow
And you can kick me when I'm feeling low
Stomp my heart till the thing explodes
Take my spirit you can break my bones
You can kick me till I'm dead and gone

I've tried
And I've failed
And I'm so tired
Of Dying inside
But you kick me when I'm down

Got No where to go
But A dead end road
Plus I'm All alone
Toting Hell a load
But what do ya know about
A broken spirit in a fucked up home
The pain that Echo's my soul
An All ah Blessings where did they go
Cause I ain't seen shit
Unless they been bestowed
Forgive me for tha breath that I'm not going to hold
An anything you got to say
Or any comment you could of made
The debt you made nah it can't be paid
Only thing to take it away is you falling Strait off the face of of the earth
You Lye in the dirt
Cause your life ain't worth the words in this Verse
But I need a surge
So I take the hurt an everything occurred
And the curse you were
Got to get it off my chest
But I still live in the past
Why the past can't pass
If I took half a guess
I'm looking at the half a glass
Missing the other half
After I had a taste test
Man I hate this
My life's a dirty mess an I can't take stress
I'm so depressed
With it living in my head
But I cant say less
Or be gracious or change shit
So i got to face it
I hide all the anger and hatred
With tha pain elevating
I refuse medication so blatant
Without hesitating
Gonna display it
When weight piles up
I aim it So aimless
The ones that don't deserve it
They paying
Cause In my head it's always raining
Inside its storming save me
An I just wanna be able ta live my life
Lord please I don't know how much longer I can fight
You like the way that I suffocate
You destroy anything that I could ever Achieve
You Still got blood stains on both of your Sleeves
It's hopeless i see
You'd rather see me fall like some leaves
Then let me be standing free
The bullshit don't ever fade
The nightmares don't go away
The biggest fear I got is what's in my DNA
I refuse to turn around and do exactly The same

But you can kick me till I'm dead and gone
I've tried
And I've failed
And I'm so tired
Of dying inside
But you kick me when I'm down