Lyrics Long Road (feat. D-Mall) - Princ3 The Kidd

So full of heart break
So full of heart break
So full of heart break
So full of heartbreak
So full of heartbreak

Look I wish I never existed with god as my witness
So tempted to pull the trigger
Would somebody miss me
An I Been fighting addiction
Its like I'm stuck in a prison
For you its Pills and that liquor
For me it's anger within me
My temper demented because I been living
The Torment that my momma gave
Wonder why I keep talking pain
That's how it is everyday
Nah the shit don't fade away
An some of it I can't explain
But I guess that's all that remains
Make no mistake
Till the day I'm off in a grave
I steadily pray an leave it to faith
Is it destiny or fate
That got me feeling this way
My biggest problem is I got some conditions
An the fact of it is
I ain't acted with them
Cause if I let go then the world ending

It's been a long road
I've chose the hard way
All of this sorrow
A lifetime of pain
It's been a long road
Life chose the wrong way
It's all just lost hope
So full of heart break

Ever Since an infant I been given
Hurt and empty wishes from family members
A sink full of dirty dishes and never food in The kitchen
A dad who's always missing on a job or with Some bitches
A mom who'd rather be burning bridges
I witnessed her drug addiction stealing from her children piggy bank for fixes
Don't matter if its a million
A buck fifty
A few quarters and penny's
A couple twenty's
You left it like my heart empty
But I'm not playing the victim
Not pointing the blame for my position
I made that decision to keep my distance
I reached my limit
I got no interest of going forward
So fuck forgiveness
For all the lies an deceptions
Get met with aggression directly
If your testing vengeance

It's been a long road
I've chose the hard way
All of this sorrow
A lifetime of pain
It's been a long road
Life chose the wrong way
It's all just lost hope
So full of heart break

It's been a long road
I've chose the hard way
All of this sorrow
A lifetime of pain
It's been a long road
Life chose the wrong way
It's all just lost hope
So full of heart break

It's been a long road
I've chose the hard way
All of this sorrow
So full of heartbreak