Lyrics My House - Problematic

It's my house
My house
But these demons keep on talkin' to me
I need out
Right now
I know
That life can be a bitch
So try'na better myself

It's my house
My house
But these demons keep on talkin' to me
I need out
Right now
I know
That life can be a bitch
So try'na better myself

I been dealin' with these voices, every night
Become accustomed, but that comes with a price
I'm holdin' on, so dearly, another fight
Don't really care who's wrong, or who is right

I'm just lookin' for an answer, God, please
We've all gone through addiction, we all suffer
My biggest problem, has got to be my OCD
I'm trembling, cold, find it hard to recover

I just wanna feel a breeze, like the summer time
Get rid of all these demons, in my mind
Find a girl that loves, unconditional
She don't judge, on point, like a decimal

It's so easy, to reach for another bottle
But so difficult to confront, on your problems
Prob'ly why we run away, but it won't solve 'em
The next day, got us fallin', like it's fuckin' autumn

I hope you know, ya' not alone on this wicked path
People come and go, and feelings, they just don't last
Always gonna be a reason, to keep goin'
Swim good, swim good, Frank Ocean

Hard wired, lookin' for a safe haven
Might bend, won't break, when these walls caving
I've become so hollow, like a tin-man
Contemplating, as I'm starin' at the ceilin' fan

It's my house
My house
But these demons keep on talkin' to me
I need out
Right now
I know
That life can be a bitch
So try'na better myself

It's my house
My house
But these demons keep on talkin' to me
I need out
Right now
I know
That life can be a bitch
So try'na better myself

Wanna know what scares me, the most?
The look of regret, on the people growin' old
It motivates me, to push harder, and grow
At any given point, this life could be gone

We self sabotage, shootin' up our cortisol
Got us anxious, depressed, or we're pissed off
Made it to day six, then got withdrawals
I'm givin' in, again, I hit another pitfall

We all got bad habits, that we need to break
A vicious cycle, at times, that we can't escape
When in doubt, you should probably just go for it
Born a sinner, so I always pray to my Lord

Ungrateful, never really satisfied
I need to go through bad shit, just to write
I'd rather be alone, than to go and socialize
The thought of that, quite scary, like I'm Pennywise

Drivin' down the highway, music blarin'
Try'na find my way, but it's not apparent
Don't wanna feel right now, think I'm done carin'
Call it selfish, at this point, I'm not sharin'

Unh, why is this world so cruel?
Yeah, why was I played like a fool?
It'll all make sense, though, eventually
'Til then, try'na level up, mentally

It's my house
My house
But these demons keep on talkin' to me
I need out
Right now
I know
That life can be a bitch
So try'na better myself

It's my house
My house
But these demons keep on talkin' to me
I need out
Right now
I know
That life can be a bitch
So try'na better myself