Lyrics Option - Problematic

I sacrificed a lot, to get where I'm at
Made some bad decisions, got me headed down the wrong path
People walked all over me, like I'm a doormat
Expectations, lead to disappointment, had to learn fast
I've been judged my whole life, this ain't nothin' new
Only difference is got a platform, I'ma use
Ask me back, then all them substances, would abuse
It was my escape, but I can't keep running from the truth
Who woulda knew, fast forward to the present day
Made a little money, made a name, but I hate the fame
Think about adversity, and everything I overcame
Struggle, tryna balance, I'm the type to go against the grain
Anyway, I know real G's move in silence
A byproduct of my momma, Ima fuckin' problem
A little THC, and I'll be flyin' like Aladdin
I'll be movin' strong, 'til they bury me inside my casket

I just wanna smoke my weed
I don't really wanna hear about your problems
Think I lost a part of me
Still, I do this, like I never had an option

I just wanna smoke my weed
I don't really wanna hear about your problems
Think I lost a part of me
Still, I do this, like I never had an option

Never had an option, but then I made a choice
Sick of suffering, I finally had to fill the void
I'm paranoid, simply triggered, over any noise
Gotta face my fears, I can't fix 'em, If I still avoid
Angel on my left, devil on my right shoulder
I'm havin' mood swings, you would think, I'm bi-polar
I'm a warrior, that means that I'ma still fight
Same anthem plays in my head, and it goes like

I just wanna smoke my weed
I don't really wanna hear about your problems
Think I lost a part of me
Still, I do this, like I never had an option

I just wanna smoke my weed
I don't really wanna hear about your problems
Think I lost a part of me
Still, I do this, like I never had an option