Lyrics The Death Spiral - Proselyte

How could I?
How has it come to this?
The feeling of drowning
Comprised of regret and suffering
How can I live this way?
I've got to keep my head above
The waters rushing, now I'm giving way

Exodus of the masses
When they saw what you are
And what I saw beneath the surface
Nefarium, a hole where your heart lies
The bottomless abyss collapses
Horrors from the deep arise
Eyes of the flies watch over me as I die inside my mind

Why? Why? I just want to know why!
I'm left with the weight
Of your world on my shoulders
Why am I afraid of what I will find?
I will find a way out of your lies
Your love is intoxicating, but your touch is vile
If I stay, I will die. I will drown in my denial

Devoid of all life, crucified
I am dead inside
Leave me out to dry
Suicide, I am satisfied
Inside my mind, screaming
And begging for release
I can't breathe
Reaching the point where the moon fades
And my soul rests in the stars
Loss of sense
Spiral of primal fury

In spite of strife
I will see beyond the knife
Cuts festering and scars opening
A man with no mouth will sing
Shrill voice haunting, A stillborn rapture
Time after time I learned no lesson
Instruction bears no outcome
Sewed me up to hide the truth
The truth behind my wasted youth
But this time, I will see it through
Haunted by the thought of you
The healing process started
I will be reborn brand new
Black and blue

Force your eyes to meet mine
In my head again
Again