Lyrics Distant Memory - RC The Realist

I knew all along no secrecy
I needed you more than you needed me
Just holding on to a fantasy
But I still believed
Cause we can't both rely on the lead role
Once again, you brought it up, other people
I admit that I feel insecure cause
I can't take it

Cause it won't be long before I go insane
It won't be long before I feel the pain
It won't be long before I'm missing her warm embrace
Cause it won't be long before she's had enough
It won't be long before she packs her stuff
It won't be long before I'm just a distant memory

If I leave you'll never speak to me again
But sometimes, I wish you and I could be just friends
Cause who am I to treat a good girl bad, so you're better off
I've got your message loud and clear
Though it's silence whenever you are near
So many things that I wish I could say but I'm out of time

Cause it won't be long before I go insane
It won't be long before I feel the pain
It won't be long before I'm missing her warm embrace
Cause it won't be long before she's had enough
It won't be long before she packs her stuff
It won't be long before I'm just a distant memory

I wish I wasn't the way I am
Wish I knew how to be a better man
Still holding on to my lady's hand
But I should let it go
I wish I knew how to find him within
Why for me has love always been a sin?
It's a battle for me I will never win
Cause I can't change me

Cause it won't be long before I go insane
It won't be long before I feel the pain
It won't be long before I'm missing her warm embrace
Cause it won't be long before she's had enough
It won't be long before she packs her stuff
It won't be long before I'm just a distant memory

Even though I do, I don't ever question
Your lovely touch to see your eyes is a blessing
I wanna keep you by my side, but I'm stressing
That I'm not what you need
You say I got my need too, yeah I know
But obviously, I'm better off alone
I'm in exile turning off my phone
Cause life's too much too take

Cause it won't be long before I go insane
It won't be long before I feel the pain
It won't be long before I'm missing her warm embrace
Cause it won't be long before she's had enough
It won't be long before she packs her stuff
It won't be long before I'm just a distant memory