Lyrics Moonwalking - Rellslepton

You ever found yourself looking at the moon and wondering like damn
I can only imagine how far heaven is from here

I make sure when I wake up every morning I get on my knees and then I pray
Could've died up in my sleep and never seen another day
Momma smiling down at me wish I could see heaven gates
But I know it's not my time so I patiently just wait
April 19 2016 is when you left
4'o clock in the morning I was walking down the steps
Approach your body then I felt my body slowly loosing every breath
Blood tears in my eyes I done cried myself to death
Mentally I am confused I dealt with all of this trouble
I should be dead in a box but I got myself out of trouble
I had to learn how to hustle
I'm the last missing piece of the puzzle
They wanna all see me fall I had to learn how to stumble

I'm not cocky I've always been humble
Overcame everything that I struggle
Didn't quit I just did it again and again
Like the seatbelt when trying to buckle
Inspiration it goes to my uncle
Taught me how to survive through the jungle
Vision blurry I think that it's tunneled
Tunnel vision when I'm in this tunnel

Tunnel vision I'm so tunnel vision you can watch me like television
I think God out here doing magic
Watch my mom disappeared like magicians
Love scars I got love conditions
Scare to fall in love due to my conditions
Netflix and just chill lil nigga or I may have to end your whole subscription

I moon walk on the moon
Man I feel like a star
Future bright as the sun
Tryna find where to start
Moon walk till I see heaven
All my answers been question
I still deal with depression
But I'm making progression

I moon walk on the moon
Man I feel like a star
Future bright as the sun
Tryna find where to start
Moon walk till I see heaven
All my answers been question
I still deal with depression
But I'm making progression

I'm so tired of waking up I cannot hear my momma's voice
Every year on Mother's Day I try to go and fill this void
I don't know how I should feel but my feelings I avoid
Only child single mother momma imma growing boy
Payed attention momma do know best so imma do my best
Devil try to knock me on feet but slid to the left
Many times I could've watch my soul escape right out my chest
But I'm bless I bet I close my eyes and God take care the rest
I'm impressed I made it through this far and didn't make a mess
I must confess about two years ago a nigga was depressed
I express all my inner feelings that had me compressed
I progressed dealing with the stress I put that shit to rest

I don't know where my life would go if I wasn't on go
I made decisions that will help my future must complete these goals
Momma know only mom would know cause momma always know
Take this pain and put it on this song it all came from the soul

I know you no longer here with me no more
I'm still learning how to live this world without you
But growing up as a child you always told me it was one thing I should always do

I make sure when I wake up every morning I get on my knees and then I pray
Could've died up in my sleep and never seen another day
Momma smiling down at me wish I could see heaven gates
But I know it's not my time so I patiently just wait
April 19 2016 is when you left
4'o clock in the morning I was walking down the steps
Approach your body then I felt my body slowly loosing every breath
Blood tears in my eyes I done cried myself to death