Lyrics Oversharing - demo - Rew

I have no self love
Is it cause I feel like I'm not there
I'm taking another pill
What's the point of waking up
I guess it's cause you're still here
I'm gonna drink enough for both of us
I'm swimming around my head
I think that I'm giving up
This time for real

I want to stay awake for days
And watch my nightmares crawl to me
Thought I was better
Now I'm just clipping my wings

Turn off the lights
Let the chaos bring me in
Now my starry eyes won't shine
Cover those windows up
Cause I'm paranoid this time
Haven't we been over this before
No one's coming in, knocking at my door
Did you think it suddenly would change
I only have myself to hate

I want to stay awake for days
And watch my nightmares crawl to me
Thought I was better
Turns out I'm clipping my wings
I'm gonna over share with you
Talk until my face turns blue
Thought I was better
Turns out I'm clipping my wings

Maybe I'm getting over it
But I still doubt it all the time
Haven't we been over this before
No one's coming in, knocking at my door
Did you think it suddenly would change
I only have myself to hate

I'm over sharing again
I'm over sharing again
I'm over sharing again
I'm over sharing