Lyrics Black Widow - RiverKinn

Black widow on my windowsill
Dark shadow in the corner of my room
I catch a fever when I get so ill
It doesn't matter when the feelings all consume
My heart sinks
I can't think
The ice melts
In my drink
I try to wish it away
The come down
Is too loud
I'm too proud
To reach out
I feel it slipping away

I used to call you when I'd get like this
But I was in the wrong to think you'd care
And things are different now
But I still feel your poison in the air
I don't mean to complain
But we just aren't the same
And I accept the blame

But I don't know if I should stay
Don't know if I should stay here
Don't know if I should stay
Don't know if I can stay here with you

Black widow on my windowsill
Dark shadow in the corner of my room
I catch a fever when I get so ill
It doesn't matter when the feelings all consume
My heart sinks
I can't think
The ice melts
In my drink
I try to wish it away