Lyrics Train of Thought - Robec feat. DOLJ

I don't keep secrets that was thrown to me it slides off never grows on me
Wishful praying I forget what was said when it comes down it's all on me
My dear brothers who was there in the past who didn't mean a thing a burden to me
Be better than you were you're smarter than you think
You would've known if you was around me
The day of our demise is coming keep watching until it is the day of our reckoning
Some of y'all don't even listen to me so you then go choosing to be deafening
So we can't call you out for being retarded till life calls you out no mentioning
That time gone come and punch you in the face over and over until you are nothing
They think to get a strap with a gang of killers coming out
The corner store suppose to have me trembling
What's not right they don't have the balls to face me as a man
Now tell me that's unsettling
The main one calls you out, look you down
Tell you what is gonna happen next tryna sound threatening
He lets you think he doing some form of intimidation
I see it as it is an unnecessary welcoming
So many questions to ask and be answered yet doesn't satisfy my sanity
You throwing words down my mouth and twisting to your own
Now tell me does that say about your insanity
Words weigh heavy
It orbits around the thoughts that you have made making its own gravity
But it has its limits no rounds in the chamber no cap to be tapered has an empty capacity

I'm thinking of my life as of late
Staring at my plate
Thinking to myself, can I relate
All I see outside is the hate
Can't fight fate
Now I'm looking at my brother's plate
Like gimme that shit
Why the hell I gotta hide
Why I gotta swallow my pride
Mama am I dead or I'm alive
Seeing ghosts in the night
Hearing cries of the dead, Lord why
In the scriptures
It is written we are all your children
But we look different do you love us all the same
Everyday we suffer, we in pain
Not giving you the blame
But I'm still confused, who reigns
Wars and death and loss of life for no apparent reason
Whose to blame
Maybe it's me
Maybe it's you
Maybe it's the whole damn world
It's a motherfucking shame
You've given us life
I can't see your thoughts but I try
Father come and open my eyes
Let me see it from your point of view
Let me see you, let me be true
I just wanna know
Am I doing the right thing
Yeah I just wanna know
Is it to you I sing