Lyrics separation anxiety - Royal & the Serpent

Do you love me
Do you care
When you leave
It starts to feel like
You were never really there

I'm so lonely
I get so scared
That the connections
In between us
Will wear thin and start to tear

So I stop eating
Pull out my hair
And bring up fights
We settled years ago
I know that isn't fair

I know you love me
I know you care
'Cause when you come back
All the doubts I had
About us disappear

I'm sorry
I'm trying I'm trying to love you
Forgive me
I'm trying I'm trying to love you

How many chances do I get
How come you haven't left me yet
I wonder why

I get this feeling in my chest
When I'm alone I must confess
I'm terrified

Empty spaces
Separation
Makes me do such awful things
I'm such a burden and I hate it

Desperation
Manipulation
Throwing tantrums like a child
But I promise you I'm changing

I'm sorry
I'm trying I'm trying to love you
Forgive me
I'm trying I'm trying to love you

How many chances do I get
How come you haven't left me yet
I'm terrified
That I'll say something I regret
I swear to god I'll try my best
To treat you right