Lyrics this is a song not a suicide letter - RØRY

You're gonna swallow the pills
20 Advils and a bottle of vodka
I want you to know, I know how it goes, you don't get what you wanted
As she breaks down the door, finds you on the floor
The one that you always thought you couldn't call
She's calling the ambulance, to take you to hell and back

You wake up not dead in a hospital bed and you pull out the wires
The nurse by your side, you tell her you're fine but I know that you're lying
You crack a joke, so that they won't keep you in overnight, let you go home
But home's where the problem is, it's where you don't wanna live

This is not the end
It's the anthem and it plays inside your head
And the drums sound like the heartbeat in your chest, oh-ho
Hold on, I know that it's gonna get better
This is a song not a suicide letter (yeah)

You wouldn't believe the things we achieve even if I told you
You make up with your dad, break up with the bad ones
You leave and get sober
You'll come back 10 years later to tell your younger self
That you made it through hell and then back again
There and back in an ambulance

This is not the end
It's the anthem and it plays inside your head
And the drums sound like the heartbeat in your chest, oh-ho
Hold on, I know that it's gonna get better
This is a song not a suicide letter

Yeah, yeah, not a suicide letter
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-ah

This is not the end
It's the anthem in your head
And the drums sound like the heartbeat in your chest, oh-ho
Hold on, I know that it's gonna get better
This is a song not a suicide letter (letter)

This is not the end
It's the anthem and it plays inside your head
See me waiting for the ones we won't forget, no-oh
Hold on, I know that it's gonna get better
This is a song not a suicide letter